I Am Nothing (Poem)

I am nothing in this life.
I am nobody in this world.
I am not rich and I don't have any value, I am just a poor and miserable person.
I am an evil person who does bad things everyday.
I want to be good, but, there is no good in me.
I want to live, but, I wish for death many times.
I want to have everything, but, I have nothing in my life.
I want a good life, but, I have a life without anything good.
I want to be happy, but, sadness is in my heart.
I want to smile, but, I cry everyday.
I want love, but, hate is with me always.
I need hope, but, where is my hope?

If there is hope for me, then, where is my hope?
If there is God in Heaven, please, help me, God!
If Jesus Christ saves, please, save me, Jesus!
I pray to you now, because, You are my hope.
I need comfort for my soul,
Consolation for my life,
Peace for my mind,
Joy for my heavy heart,
And Love for me.
Only you, God, can give me everything that I need.
Only you, God, can change me and change my life.
I just have you, God, and for this reason, I am seeking you.
Without you, my God, I am nothing.

My poem is about my past depression and how I was seeking for Jesus Christ and He helped me, healed me and saved me. Jesus Christ is God and He can do the same for you as He did for me. If you humble yourself and pray to Jesus Christ, He can save you right now. Do you want to be free from your depression and suicide thoughts? If yes, pray in this way:
-My God, Jesus Christ, I need you and I ask you for your help. Make me free from my sadness, depression and my suicide thoughts. Give peace to my heart and make me rest. I did everything wrong in my life, I made many mistakes in my past and I sinned against you, but, I repent of all my sins and mistakes (tell all your sins and mistakes to Him). I ask you for forgiveness.  Please forgive me and make me free from all my guilt. Nobody wants to forgive me, but I hope that you will forgive me. I need love, and I will love you because I know that You love me. You are my only hope and nobody else can help me; only You. I know that you died for me on the cross, you were risen for my justification, you did everything for my salvation and to give me eternal life. I accept you as my Lord, my God and my Savior. Make me your son/daughter and I want you to be my Eternal Father. Give me everything that I need, and fulfill my heart with your love and peace, and give me your Holy Spirit. In Jesus name, Amen!


You are EVERYTHING to God and He loves you with ETERNAL LOVE:

"That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved."
John 3:15-17 KJV

"Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Roman 8:35-39 KJV


"At that time Jesus answered and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes. Even so, Father: for so it seemed good in thy sight. All things are delivered unto me of my Father: and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whomsoever the Son will reveal him. Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Matthew 11:25-30

"But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; that if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."
Romans 10:8-13 KJV

DO YOU ACCEPT HIS LOVE?

See my testimony about how God saved me from my depression and suicidal thoughts: http://gift2and4you.blogspot.com/2019/09/despite-jarrid-wilsons-suicide-god.html

My email: jesussave@mail.com

I will write more about my victory against depression and suicide thoughts.
God be with you always!

Despite Jarrid Wilson's suicide, God saved me from depression and suicide

There is hope for you and for your life.

 The suicide of Jarrid Wilson don't disprove that Jesus Christ did for me, because He really saved me from depression and suicide, I am healed by His Power. Jarrid just had 30 years, but I have 32 years and I am alive to live for God.
 I (Joseph M.) feel a personal connection with people with depression and my heart goes out to them.  I had depression before, but I did not ever need to take medication or go to a doctor, I just needed to pray to God, and He healed me and made me free from my deep depression. I considered suicide before, but Jesus Christ saved my life and my soul from death. I am saved and have the promise of eternal life by Christ's Amazing Grace.
 If some of you readers out there are battling depression or struggling with thoughts of suicide, I want you to know that God can heal you and save your life, if you want.  Just seek for Him with all of your heart. Jesus Christ can give you a great reason to live your life, and put joy and peace in your heart.  God is the only hope for your situation.
 If you have courage to jump from a bridge or take your life, please instead use this same courage to pray to God, ask Him for help, forget your pride and recognize that you need help right now. You may not know if God really exists or if Jesus Christ is real but you can pray to the Lord for comfort and consolation, and He will hear you, comfort you and console you.  You will know that Jesus Christ exists, that He cares about you and that He loves you very much.
 You really think that nobody cares about you or loves you? I have news for you.  God loves you and He wants you right now (John 3 & Romans 8), just ask God to show His Love for you. If you are reading my testimony and you have been depressed or thinking about suicide recently, this shows you how much He cares about you, because He has led you to read my testimony for a reason. Nobody can save you, just Jesus Christ. Will you answer His call?

 "Grace be to you and peace from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ. Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God" (2 Corinthians 1:2-4 KJV).
"Come unto me (Jesus Christ), all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light" (Matthew 11:28-30 KJV).
"And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:7 KJV).
"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.  For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed" (Romans 10:9-11 KJV).

 God will comfort you and console you, and give you peace and rest if you seek for Him in this moment. Maybe your life is not important to you, but, your life is very important to God and He wants you in the same way that a mother wants her baby very much. Pray to the Lord and He can save you right now. God cares about you and so do I, but, do you care about yourself? If religion, medications, doctors, drugs have not helped you thus far, try Jesus Christ directly.  Because what do you have to lose if you honestly seek and pray to Him now?
 Jesus Christ saved me and He wants to save you too. I choose to live, I choose Jesus Christ. "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I (Jesus Christ) am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly" (John 10:10).

Peace for you: https://www.biblegateway.com/quicksearch/?qs_version=KJV&quicksearch=peace&begin=52&end=52

Have questions for me: jesussave@mail.com

Peace to you from God!