I am nobody in this world.
I am not rich and I don't have any value, I am just a poor and miserable person.
I am an evil person who does bad things everyday.
I want to be good, but, there is no good in me.
I want to live, but, I wish for death many times.
I want to have everything, but, I have nothing in my life.
I want a good life, but, I have a life without anything good.
I want to be happy, but, sadness is in my heart.
I want to smile, but, I cry everyday.
I want love, but, hate is with me always.
I need hope, but, where is my hope?
If there is hope for me, then, where is my hope?
If there is God in Heaven, please, help me, God!
If Jesus Christ saves, please, save me, Jesus!
I pray to you now, because, You are my hope.
I need comfort for my soul,
Consolation for my life,
Peace for my mind,
Joy for my heavy heart,
And Love for me.
Only you, God, can give me everything that I need.
Only you, God, can change me and change my life.
I just have you, God, and for this reason, I am seeking you.
Without you, my God, I am nothing.
My poem is about my past depression and how I was seeking for Jesus Christ and He helped me, healed me and saved me. Jesus Christ is God and He can do the same for you as He did for me. If you humble yourself and pray to Jesus Christ, He can save you right now. Do you want to be free from your depression and suicide thoughts? If yes, pray in this way:
-My God, Jesus Christ, I need you and I ask you for your help. Make me free from my sadness, depression and my suicide thoughts. Give peace to my heart and make me rest. I did everything wrong in my life, I made many mistakes in my past and I sinned against you, but, I repent of all my sins and mistakes (tell all your sins and mistakes to Him). I ask you for forgiveness. Please forgive me and make me free from all my guilt. Nobody wants to forgive me, but I hope that you will forgive me. I need love, and I will love you because I know that You love me. You are my only hope and nobody else can help me; only You. I know that you died for me on the cross, you were risen for my justification, you did everything for my salvation and to give me eternal life. I accept you as my Lord, my God and my Savior. Make me your son/daughter and I want you to be my Eternal Father. Give me everything that I need, and fulfill my heart with your love and peace, and give me your Holy Spirit. In Jesus name, Amen!
You are EVERYTHING to God and He loves you with ETERNAL LOVE:
"That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved."
John 3:15-17 KJV
"Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Roman 8:35-39 KJV
"At that time Jesus answered and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes. Even so, Father: for so it seemed good in thy sight. All things are delivered unto me of my Father: and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whomsoever the Son will reveal him. Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Matthew 11:25-30
"But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; that if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."
Romans 10:8-13 KJV
DO YOU ACCEPT HIS LOVE?
See my testimony about how God saved me from my depression and suicidal thoughts: http://gift2and4you.blogspot.com/2019/09/despite-jarrid-wilsons-suicide-god.html
My email: jesussave@mail.com
I will write more about my victory against depression and suicide thoughts.
God be with you always!
